Hey mama,
How I wish you were here to see
what the world has become, now we can share our thoughts and feelings with the
world and it gets to inspire or tear down the confidence and journeys of other
people, isn't it amazing?
I'm taking a step forward and
starting a blog, I’ve got this constant thread of thought that goes on in my
head, yes, the unrest is crazy, almost toxic, but who am I to question my
genes, atoms, molecules and brain structure? So in order to maintain my
sanity & free myself from this whirlwind in my brain I will try
sharing these thoughts with the few people who are also doing some soul
searching.
My take on life might get
them to jump off a bridge or get the hell off their faces and keep going, but
either ways I get to put these thoughts out there into the universe, as a
creative person who solely relies on taste, color, smell, sight, sound
and the things I feel to function, one can say my senses are my gift, yes I do
believe that, I believe that I see the world from a different view, different
from that of which the rest of humanity sees it, and that's fine right? Because
in the end you only blessed the universe with one KWAKU KAMARA.
I have spent time exploring me
since you've been gone, some of the things I’ve found will shock you, hehe
knowing you, I know you will laugh at that last sentence but it's so true mama.
I've had to work with youth who are crazier than I am, can you even begin to
imagine that? produced shows and run events in a city where nobody understood
the term "creativity" , not to mention the trips I’ve gone on without
any money, all in search of something greater than myself.
These cities don't just provide
answers, they broaden the question, makes me wonder what's inside fighting to
come out, the good thing is, the bigger the question the more I seek, so now I’m
seeking more and in this process I am also willing to share more of my journey
with others, share these skills with the world, make this mark which you
birthed me to make, I am not sure if I’ve gotten over the selfish part of me
that's always wanted to keep all the experiences, tips and knowledge to
myself, but what I do know is that I want to share with people as much as they
share with me, I wanna bless the world with my own findings as well, does that
sound like a selfish thing to say? well then you of all people should know that
I am very unapologetic about choosing or admitting the things that sets
my soul on fire, I remember when you would say this constantly during my
childhood.
Today I brand myself as a
creative director, a fashion stylist, an activist, the party man, a
firecracker and so many other things, but in reality all these terms don't do
me justice, after all I am the only KWAKU KAMARA in this universe.
LOVE ALWAYS,
KWAKU THE AFRICAN MAN.
This is beautiful piece Kwaku! Mama will be so proud of the man her babyboy has turned into. You’re a gem!
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Diaka
THANKS DIAKA
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